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THE EXCHANGE

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? 
Mark 8:36-37 

Recently, I had a trigger which left me with a raging headache and all I could think of was this verse. It was more like a chant or a broken record that just kept playing over and over again.

What was the trigger?

Affluence, Wealth, Opulence, Money, El dinero, you name it and the value that has been placed on it as individuals _to put it nicely.

I'm in an area where I get to see things _girls in fancy dresses looking all made up, fine and dandy with beautiful manipedis, top notch phones, nice scents, excellent carriage and  how comfortable they are in their skin even when sometimes it's nothing but a facade. 

I'm not trying to describe them as perfect. No, they are a long way from perfection. 

Everyone's time is different. It varies and just as not one person can tell when the clock of their lives would stop ticking is the same way no one is aware of the time, date or place their journey to material comfort begins.

The question is_
What are you willing to exchange to speed up your time, regardless of the consequences such tweaking would accrue?

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